I feel in anguish with the most obvious assumption of how my what? why? what explanation? is being answered.
It is more numbering, statistics, pigeon-holing, and identifying.
Personally, I'm tired of "identity games." I'm tired of obsessions and science trying to explain who I am.
If I am correct with my assumption of other's explanation: I pay an awful price for people to try to figure me out, make me a statistic, have a perception of my identity.
There has got to be more to an answer than this.
Maybe its torment in its own way: forcing me to have a leader.
I hate everyone.
Call me a narcissist; I don't care. I'm simply fed up. If a day ever comes where I am no longer poor, its only going to be a wakeup call to the control freaks. This is what makes me want to pull my hair: all of the control freaks.
Perhaps "The New World Order."
...............~breathing~.................
I'm not out to be anyone's follower. Without men taking it in a perverted way, I have made a few statements that my political view has changed into "Libertarian." I like to feel free. I'm so sick of being forced into a statistic in the matrix, where life isn't always so brief and summed up labeled for me. Sometimes, I have long stories, explanations, and thoughts concerning how I feel. I do not operate literally and perfectfully dotting all i's and crossing t's with my beliefs. I have flexible character that sometimes either likes to explore or am aware that there may be more than meets the eye to any situation.
I may have my own personal mental checklist of what I may or may not want when it comes to some things, but that does not mean I strictly abide by my checklist. In some cases, I do.
When it comes to different places, especially places of success as work or schooling, its not like I am an extremist at being an anarchist. The blame issue is another reason for my anger. There never seems to be consideration or regard with how I see the situation, surrounding, and setting. (~cough~ racketing).
So, if other's frustration at my liberty is realling causing that much of a crisis in today's world, then drag me off to "what best fits me." When the day comes that I have wealth and am not the "follower" that people thought of me, it will be their own fallacy that I ever was their "follower." I only put up and am forced through the system for my own survival.
